100 th Post! =D

Hi all!

This is the 100 th Post on this blog and I am very excited!

Reason?

My last exam paper is on Thursday.

Also, found The person who was J.Pedo thanks to an I.P. Scan.

But I will not devote an entire post just for him, his lost and he is behaving like how I expected him to.

Still will not block him, but I WILL inform Google admin should he try something.

So what shall I write about today?

Well I went through my old posts and realized that I never finished this story on my Yugioh past XD:

http://neuxcharge.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-youtube-journey-part-1-in-my-past.html


So heres part 2 , or what I remember it to be:

I took a break after the first few Banlists came into effect.

After a few years I came back to play Yugioh, I was in a Format of the Monarch era.

The latest set released was Elemental Energy.

I had to start out with nothing once more.

So after re-learning some gameplay and rulings, I decided to start by using a random Beatdown deck consisting of Gemini elfs, Goblin Attack force and other stuff . XD

Sakuretsu armour was really nice back in the day.True Story.

I remember my old friends who I lost touch with.

My school friends.

They were a key part in my growth as a Duelist and a person in general.

After years in a school I had to leave behind, I remember the formats I went through.

Chimeratech OTK - Good times , when you had 3 Cyber dragon , you were a king!

Perfect circle- That LADD Left me some bad memories

Tele-DaD- I remember you fondly.

I took up Yugitubing last Year in March, its reaching the Anniversary soon........

I met new friends, lost old friends ( Migration, lost contact etc.)

But I never lost my values.

Each trial you face makes you stronger or weaker depending on how you went through it.

I lost some trials, and won some too.

Overall, I felt bored and tried Youtubing ( Or what would now be known as Yugitubing.)

The first few months were tough, Sure I got  the footage, but My voice.

It was too embarrassing for me X_x

It was around this time when Raging Battle for OCG Was coming out, when BFs would gain their proper fame.

I was unprepared, I was using an Angel Babaros deck. Soon I found Babaros getting Rammed down by shura with Qualat/Kalut's power up.

Eventually, I made BFs.

At THAT time, I only had 4 decks: Counter fairy, Angel Babaros, BF And Gadgets.

It soon began,

To this day , I do not know what drives me, I researched it at one point but I dropped it when I realized that it wasn't that right thing.

It was a sort of Compulsion . To build decks.

Like in those Strategy games where you build an empire and see it conquer.

It feels so strange, like I could make anything.

I found that when I needed a certain card ( E.g. Raiou)

My friend or a random trader would happen to sell it at a price thats usually ok with me.

Not sure if this is a confession but I do feel like Something gravitates me towards something.

I was told that it could be an obsessive Compulsion, but as time grew by, I realized it was not that.

if it was an Obsessive Compulsion, I would have started earlier, like in the Perfect circle era.

Something was not right with me.

As I continued to join more Tournies, I started to grow a new depth of understanding.

Each format felt different. It had changes, subtle and large ( Example : DDB/DSF OTK .)

I felt like I was changing over time, like becoming wiser and sharper, able to see things like how others would see them and yet keep my own opinions.

Its like something Supernatural was occurring.

As the year when by, I was at a point where I saw not much need to join a Tourney, but at the same time, a need to Observe. However, currently this is abit complicated as I still join Tournies if my friends desperately want me to xD

However, I saw things differently and similarly to many, the Youtube Channel was still growing, but I knew that I was trapped.

Trapped in a cycle of Yugitubing.

I felt compelled to do my best to inspire people, just a few would also be nice. I felt that if I did not continue this continuous and personal duty, someday everything I learned would be gone.

Overall, alot happened to me last year. Yugioh wise it was 80%.

The years went by slow for me, but when they were over, I realized how much I changed X_X

Yugioh was and will always be a major part in my life.

But I can never help this feeling that makes me wonder whether Neuxcharge was me all along or something or someone I always wanted to be but needed a "push" to do?


Oh, and I never told you why I played Gadgets in the first place XD

It wasn't Robbie kohl.

It was a long time back,and it is way too embarrassing for me to blog about, good thing no one from my old school is in contact with me! Therefore making me the sole person to know why! xD


Wow, this really feels like blogging now doesn't it?


Alot can happen in 1 year, and alot more can happen in the future, looks like Little Neuxcharge must grow uppie Fasta!!!!


Archival post completed.........

Memory sequence phase 2 completed........

Subject L Neuxcharge

Archive life index: school years, formats of Yugioh years.

Formats referenced: Tele-DaD, P.C. , Monarch and Chimeratech OTK.

Analysis : Sunject is very tired and would close this blog post soon.

Overall theory: Subject noted important aspect of Neuxcharge > Ability to mass produces decks.

Information further reveals that Subject's perception on topics tend to be awareness based and random.

Random because he knows something and could be responding in a random fashion to throw people off.

Current Mental state of Subject? :

Start: Happy yet remorseful

Middle: Remembering made Subject see how much was done in his past.

End: Subject ends off with self Analysis and reflect using a third person viewpoint as the analyst


Overall conclusion: Subject is a recluse , probably due to lack of lifestyle and daily blogging. Takes pride in his achievements yet feels remorseful and lacking of something.

Subject has a strong Psychological barrier used to keep people at bay should threat level be suspected of them ( Probably from a past experience?)

Subject tries too hard at times.

1 Sentence to describe Subject: Always searching but never Finding.

< Conclude 100th Post, analysis will continue on 200 th Post.>

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